Sometimes...

I get tired of trying to do everything. Do you? I feel pulled. I feel like I'm gonna fall down because the little support that is under me is going to give any second now and I'm going to end up SPLAT!

I tell myself it's normal to feel that way sometimes, that way I don't feel crazy. And then I just close my eyes, take a deep breath and hope tomorrow will be a better day. As I lay down to sleep, I pray for patience that I have enough to get me through whatever I'm supposed to be going through. I count my blessings and cry myself to sleep. When I wake, as I go through the routines, I decide that today is a good day. I am thankful for my blessings and again ask for patience and guidance for the beautiful day ahead of me; the gift of the present.