Thursday, November 02, 2006


I get tired of trying to do everything. Do you? I feel pulled. I feel like I'm gonna fall down because the little support that is under me is going to give any second now and I'm going to end up SPLAT!

I tell myself it's normal to feel that way sometimes, that way I don't feel crazy. And then I just close my eyes, take a deep breath and hope tomorrow will be a better day. As I lay down to sleep, I pray for patience that I have enough to get me through whatever I'm supposed to be going through. I count my blessings and cry myself to sleep. When I wake, as I go through the routines, I decide that today is a good day. I am thankful for my blessings and again ask for patience and guidance for the beautiful day ahead of me; the gift of the present.


Marcia Pirani said...

As soon as you find a way to get patience please let me know! Love your blog, hate your blog. Reminds me why I am still crying that you left me:(!

Breakfast tomorrow?

Hilda said...

Breathing and praying...sounds like a plan.

That and relying on your friends...don't forget that!